Saturday, January 08, 2005
its the only e end of the first week of school
and alrdy i can feel the tremendous stress
tchers kept telling us that "os will be right smack at your face before you know it" these kinda things
and it really freaks me out
and i guess thats the reason why i am having headaches these daes
and there are more late lessons plus piles of hwk plus cas
i dun even dare to take naps now
and now i am banned from using com that often
less time on fones tv and listening to music
and guess wad
my mum is gonna sit with me from terdae onwards
to make sure that i do not get distracted by com or radio
and that i do my hwkwork
i once felt like i have gone back to the days when i was in pri sch
haiz
i have got nth to say
this is sec fours life i guess
just have to endure! ENDURE!
now i am beginning to dislike my cca
and i am missing coach boon too
its like why must they change our nice schedule
now we have to play under e sch team coach
where we are gonna be further grouped into four teams
beginner.good.advanced.advanced 2
of cos its very clear cut and obvious that theres a very high chance of me getting into e lousiest team
e atmosphere during yestdae is like damn tense
its even far worse than taking exams
i really miss the time when we play tennis
as in play u know
with no worries at all
its kinda like put an end to our hectic week and it really enable us to destress
and sorta mingle arnd and just enjoy the relaxed atmosphere
it doesnt mean that i dont take my cca seriously
i do.just not that kind of sch team serious yah
well as u can see i am talking things that probably doesnt make sense
i really really hope that i can get good grades this year
and i am prepared to do anything just for the grades
i swear i will not be tempted by com and music
unless neccessary
absoutely not.
